An Open Letter to my one and only love Dan Conner
HAPPPPY HEARTS DAY!
I LOVE YOU
Because of our distance, I couldn't think of anything to give you this Valentines day other than to show to the whole world how much you mean to me.
I remember the letter I wrote you while we were in Remington Hotel, I wrote some reasons why I love you and I even wrote there there's still lots that I haven't write yet coz it will take me forever to write it! lol.... but now when I think of the reasons why I love you... I run out of reasons honey... I guess love just happens... I just felt it.. felt deep within me, I LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY. No matter what.
Everytime I see your message on my phone, my heart beats faster, my face became brighter and my mood happier! and when I see you, I am in my happiest state.. I am sky high! I am sure you know and you felt it.
I love you very much, mahal na mahal kita hon... that if you open my heart, your name is in there and will permanently be there for the rest of my life.
Thank you so much for loving me and accepting me of who I am, I admit I have so many insecurities with my body and how I look but you always always reminded me that I am beautiful, that I am sexy... those words honey..it means a lot to me, I may respond to you like "arrgghhh..hindi..." but deep inside I am taking your words, it makes me happy and slowly I believe that I am really beautiful :) thank you for always reminding me that.. You are the ONLY one who always appreciate and assured me that my boobies are ok, they are nice because you know thats my greatest insecurity... and because of what you done I now have confidence :) Thank you for bringing that out in me, I love you hon.
And this Valentines day, I can only promise you some things; that I will be forever loving you, respect you, look up on you, be faithful on you, give you my 101% trust, serve you, take care of you and always makes you happy not giving you any headache :)
I am so excited to spend the rest of my life with you honey. I want you to be my one and only husband til the day I die because my heart only beat for you. And I will do my very best honey to be the best girl for you.
I LOVE YOU always and Forever honey Dan :)
From your awesome
Friday, February 14, 2014
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Happiness is a choice! that's right it is a choice, it is choosing the adventure in every moment, choosing to understand that there is always good in every situation and every person, choosing to forgive someone who hurts you, choosing to laugh instead of cry and most especially choosing the right person who makes you happy.
I have been so blessed because the year someone broke my heart is the same year I found my greatest love. I choose not to grieve when my heart was broken because in my mind I always knew everything happens for a reason. That God and the universe allowed it to happened to teach me a lesson and simply, there is better to come than that. I moved on, I choose it because I wanted to be happy and guess what? I SUCCEEDED!!!!HOOOORRRRAAAYYY!!! LOL
Met the most awesome man on the planet! and the source of my happiness, He and Ven (my daughter). And the best part is? WE ARE ENGAGED!! yes you heard it right, I am finally engaged! and soon to be married! oh I cant wait to be his wife and serve him, love him, and show him everyday how much I love and care him. How important he is in my life and I am in my happiest state of my life now because of him.
I AM HAPPY NOW because I choose this and because I know that choosing to be happy will make me a better, stronger, wiser, more longsuffering person. I choose to be happy because this make things easier, luck on my side always and if things dont happen the way I wanted to happen, I can accept situations of what they are and make the most out of life.
and speaking of happiness, I will be living in the best paradise on the planet...... HAWAII!!! with the love of my life, Ven and his sons. I cant wait! cant wait!
PS. I love you Dan