Open love letter to my Valentine

An Open Letter to my one and only love Dan Conner

Dear Honey,

HAPPPPY HEARTS DAY! 

I LOVE YOU

MAHAL KITA

ALOHA

Because of our distance, I couldn't think of anything to give you this Valentines day other than to show to the whole world how much you mean to me. 

I remember the letter I wrote you while we were in Remington Hotel, I wrote some reasons why I love you and I even wrote there there's still lots that I haven't write yet coz it will take me forever to write it! lol.... but now when I think of the reasons why I love you... I run out of reasons honey... I guess love just happens... I just felt it.. felt deep within me, I LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY. No matter what.  

Everytime I see your message on my phone, my heart beats faster, my face became brighter and my mood happier! and when I see you, I am in my happiest state.. I am sky high! I am sure you know and you felt it.

I love you very much, mahal na mahal kita hon... that if you open my heart, your name is in there and will permanently be there for the rest of my life. 

Thank you so much for loving me and accepting me of who I am, I admit I have so many insecurities with my body and how I look but you always always reminded me that I am beautiful, that I am sexy... those words honey..it means a lot to me, I may respond to you like "arrgghhh..hindi..." but deep inside I am taking your words, it makes me happy and slowly I believe that I am really beautiful :) thank you for always reminding me that.. You are the ONLY one who always appreciate and assured me that my boobies are ok, they are nice because you know thats my greatest insecurity... and because of what you done I now have confidence :) Thank you for bringing that out in me, I love you hon.

And this Valentines day, I can only promise you some things; that I will be forever loving you, respect you, look up on you, be faithful on you, give you my 101% trust, serve you, take care of you and always makes you happy not giving you any headache :)  

I am so excited to spend the rest of my life with you honey. I want you to be my one and only husband til the day I die because my heart only beat for you. And I will do my very best honey to be the best girl for you. 


I LOVE YOU always and Forever honey Dan :)


From your awesome 
girlfriend/fiancee

Diwa Dagami

Happiness is a CHOICE

Happiness is a choice! that's right it is a choice, it is choosing the adventure in every moment, choosing to understand that there is always good in every situation and every person, choosing to forgive someone who hurts you, choosing to laugh instead of cry and most especially choosing the right person who makes you happy.

I have been so blessed because the year someone broke my heart is the same year I found my greatest love. I choose not to grieve when my heart was broken  because in my mind I always knew everything happens for a reason. That God and the universe allowed it to happened to teach me a lesson and simply, there is better to come than that. I moved on, I choose it because I wanted to be happy and guess what? I SUCCEEDED!!!!HOOOORRRRAAAYYY!!! LOL

Met the most awesome man on the planet! and the source of my happiness, He and Ven (my daughter). And the best part is? WE ARE ENGAGED!! yes you heard it right, I am finally engaged! and soon to be married! oh I cant wait to be his wife and serve him, love him, and show him everyday how much I love and care him. How important he is in my life and I am in my happiest state of my life now because of him.

I AM HAPPY NOW because I choose this and because I know that choosing to be happy will make me a better, stronger, wiser, more longsuffering person. I choose to be happy because this make things easier, luck on my side always and if things dont happen the way I wanted to happen, I can accept situations of what they are and make the most out of life. 

and speaking of happiness, I will be living in the best paradise on the planet...... HAWAII!!! with the love of my life, Ven and his sons. I cant wait! cant wait! 

PS. I love you Dan

Do you believe in soul mate?

Just wanna share this thought.

People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master…

OWE

So many things I need to blog soon. in 2 days time.

some thoughts to ponder

When you truly love someone don't give up on that person go out of your way to win his heart back and only when you feel you have tried your best only then you let go. You cant help who you love.

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Thoughts of a half drunk girl

So, What I have been doing Lately?.....

I have been busy literally.. Actually I felt guilty cox I only remember my blog when I felt bad inside that I needed to pour out my emotions.

I dont know how to begin this entry, too many things in my mind that i cannot organize my thoughts into writing, i was never and will never be a writer though i tried hard enough..oh well what can i expect in myself~~~ even before when i was a litte girl until i grew to be a attractive teenager (LOL)I remember I always been trying things that are not meant for me. I swear to angels in heaven i have a very bad voice but I auditioned in glee club in my school and when the coach didnt get me obviously, I told her I will not go out not unless she will let me in the club! Well what can she dO? She let me in and I was happy. When I was in high school I tried my best to excel in anything academics (which is easy) and non-academic (which is difficult) , I was a cheerleader though I dont have a background in gymnastic! I cant even split my two legs but yeah I did manage to be a cheerleader along with my sister Reva for 2 yrs!
In senior high school, I was an officer in ROTC Reserve Officer Training Corps (ROTC) is a military program for senior high school and college students in the Philippines. It is intended to train students to prepare for national defense, and includes problem solving, military discipline, systematic planning, proper ethics, and leadership skills. YES u heard it right I am 1st Lt despite my Heart valve problems. So whats the point why i am writing all this? Maybe because from then until now i feel like I am still trying my best to things that are not for me :(

SO whats with all the drama??

argh! I dont know, dont know how to start this~~~~ Many told me that I am beautiful, maybe they are telling me a lie,  but if its true that I am beautiful then I can conclude that "beauty comes with a curse" I dont know why I feel this at the moment :( One of the reason why i get so sentimental is its because memories are the only things that dont change when everything else does. There are things in life that you cannot hold on forever, no matter how much you fight for it.Sometimes destiny isnt always good, it becomes playful. When you met someone you learned to love, you thought that its destiny who made your path crossed. But what if making your paths cross is just part of the game that the playful destiny create? making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasnt really meant to stay... but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you've already fallen.

Oh well I better put in mind that I can never own something that was NEVER mine so I should stop gripping on things I expect to last forever. NOTHING LAST FOREVER, FOREVER IS A LIE. EVERYTHING IS TRANSITORY. So while you have something in your hand, put in mind that its just borrowed so that one day when it is gone it wont take you eternity just to let it go..

When my feelings get so strong with someone, i always stop for a while and give my heart a time to breathe... a time to use my mind to weighed the situation based on the reason not on emotion because the saddest that happen is when one fall inlove while the other wants nothing more than a friendship.

There are times when I wish i am limited to certain emotions so that i'll never have to experienced pain, disappointment and never get my fragile heart broken.
But the same thing means that ill never know how it feels to love and be love in return, the thought of it scares me~~~~ to have a heart thats full but numb or to have a heart that broken but real.

Someday I will be looking back to those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry and FIGHT. When that time comes ill be laughing at my old damn self realizing how stupid I were to stand up for things I knew is not really meant for me. But i guess learning takes time and mistakes makes one journey fun... SO I SHOULD LIVE, LOVE AND TAKE THE PAIN IT BRINGS though its hard to wait around for something that I know will never happen its harder to stop when I know its everything I've always wanted~~~to love and be LOVED.


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