some thoughts to ponder

When you truly love someone don't give up on that person go out of your way to win his heart back and only when you feel you have tried your best only then you let go. You cant help who you love.

SUMMER READING AND MATH TUTORIAL

SUMMER TUTORIAL

(Reading, Writing, Mathematics, Science)

 

Wants a way to keep your child's education fresh while on summer vacations?

Our tutoring service offers affordable private tutoring for all ages - from kindergarten through elementary.

Our aim is to provide tutoring to all those who require help in their studies and wants to develop their learning skills.INFORMATION:

1.   Registration schedule is April 12 to April 20, 2013

2.   Registration fee : Php 200.00/child

3.   Tutorial schedule : April 15 to May 15,2013 or April 20, 2013 to May 20, 2013

4.   1 ½ hour per session (morning) or (afternoon)

5.   Tutorial fee options:

Ø   Php 2,000.00/subject

Ø   Php 3,500.00 (in all offered subjects)

6.   During the scheduled registration date  50% of the tutorial fee must be paid plus Php 200.00 (registration fee)

Note: Registration fee is for materials, photocopy and etc.)

For questions, please contact:

Teacher Di = 09274746009

Teacher Mel = 09126866088/09199200410

LOCATION:

Along National Highway, Maa Rd., Bugac, Maa, Davao City

 

Thoughts of a half drunk girl

So, What I have been doing Lately?.....

I have been busy literally.. Actually I felt guilty cox I only remember my blog when I felt bad inside that I needed to pour out my emotions.

I dont know how to begin this entry, too many things in my mind that i cannot organize my thoughts into writing, i was never and will never be a writer though i tried hard enough..oh well what can i expect in myself~~~ even before when i was a litte girl until i grew to be a attractive teenager (LOL)I remember I always been trying things that are not meant for me. I swear to angels in heaven i have a very bad voice but I auditioned in glee club in my school and when the coach didnt get me obviously, I told her I will not go out not unless she will let me in the club! Well what can she dO? She let me in and I was happy. When I was in high school I tried my best to excel in anything academics (which is easy) and non-academic (which is difficult) , I was a cheerleader though I dont have a background in gymnastic! I cant even split my two legs but yeah I did manage to be a cheerleader along with my sister Reva for 2 yrs!
In senior high school, I was an officer in ROTC Reserve Officer Training Corps (ROTC) is a military program for senior high school and college students in the Philippines. It is intended to train students to prepare for national defense, and includes problem solving, military discipline, systematic planning, proper ethics, and leadership skills. YES u heard it right I am 1st Lt despite my Heart valve problems. So whats the point why i am writing all this? Maybe because from then until now i feel like I am still trying my best to things that are not for me :(

SO whats with all the drama??

argh! I dont know, dont know how to start this~~~~ Many told me that I am beautiful, maybe they are telling me a lie,  but if its true that I am beautiful then I can conclude that "beauty comes with a curse" I dont know why I feel this at the moment :( One of the reason why i get so sentimental is its because memories are the only things that dont change when everything else does. There are things in life that you cannot hold on forever, no matter how much you fight for it.Sometimes destiny isnt always good, it becomes playful. When you met someone you learned to love, you thought that its destiny who made your path crossed. But what if making your paths cross is just part of the game that the playful destiny create? making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasnt really meant to stay... but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you've already fallen.

Oh well I better put in mind that I can never own something that was NEVER mine so I should stop gripping on things I expect to last forever. NOTHING LAST FOREVER, FOREVER IS A LIE. EVERYTHING IS TRANSITORY. So while you have something in your hand, put in mind that its just borrowed so that one day when it is gone it wont take you eternity just to let it go..

When my feelings get so strong with someone, i always stop for a while and give my heart a time to breathe... a time to use my mind to weighed the situation based on the reason not on emotion because the saddest that happen is when one fall inlove while the other wants nothing more than a friendship.

There are times when I wish i am limited to certain emotions so that i'll never have to experienced pain, disappointment and never get my fragile heart broken.
But the same thing means that ill never know how it feels to love and be love in return, the thought of it scares me~~~~ to have a heart thats full but numb or to have a heart that broken but real.

Someday I will be looking back to those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry and FIGHT. When that time comes ill be laughing at my old damn self realizing how stupid I were to stand up for things I knew is not really meant for me. But i guess learning takes time and mistakes makes one journey fun... SO I SHOULD LIVE, LOVE AND TAKE THE PAIN IT BRINGS though its hard to wait around for something that I know will never happen its harder to stop when I know its everything I've always wanted~~~to love and be LOVED.


diws

is this the only word i am allowed to use?

Ok so I deleted more than 100 entries in my blog and never blog since then... but today i feel like i wanted to write something because i cannot bare this feeling anymore.. I wanted to share what I feel at the moment anyways he doesnt know I have a blog anyways. 

You see I have been seeing this guy for a long time now and we had such the greatest connection the whole wide world! He makes me happy in every aspect of my life, when i am down he always always put a smile in my face, I can see his sincerity and good intention on us. And I think he is the most FAITHFUL guy i ever met and will ever meet in my entire life! When we talked we always just laugh and laugh which i find soooo goood. Never a dull moment with him. But yeah we're just friends special friends that is which is i am cool with that as i am so careful with my heart too. I dont wanna rush things and besides its hard in our situation.

Anyways ~~~~~~~ I MISS YOU... YOU ARE SPECIAL...TAKE CARE..KISSES..I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH... these are the words i am allowed to say.. why? because i am a girl and a girl should only wait first to a guy to say the very strong word I love you... pfffttt i wish i am a guy... i hope he knows that when i say "i miss you" means i love you..

a mother and daughter bonding

Just sharing the photoshoot of me and my Vinnerie.

ENJOY.

some things are not meant to be

Just a little update, Me and Allen broke up actually some weeks ago but dont want to put it here until i finally ready to talk about it. Well this is life. There are some things which are not really meant to be no matter how hard we tried to save our relationship... i guess love is not enough in order for a relationship to survived. Sure love is very essential, it is the core heart of a relationship but there's more than that...  He feel like he was dragging me down which is true, Hes' been suffering something which i cannot put it here coz its private, its not that i dont love him much thats why i choose to broke up with him its just that~~~ i cannot explained it but  i am sure  he knows that no matter what he will always stay in my heart. He's been so good to me the sweetest man I ever had. .. anyways this is my life journey and whatever it is at the end of the road, i am excited to find out.

INFIDELITY ....

Trust is an essential element to any relationship.

This lies at the heart of a strong relationship.

But, once that trust has been abused, it will be

very hard to rebuild that into the relationship.

Let's say that you have a relationship for some

time and you really love your partner. Although,

you have been caught having an affair by your

girlfriend. No matter how she caught you, she saw

the messages from your mobile, she heard you

talking with the other or saw you together, you

have to deal the situation if you really want to

save your relationship.

Infidelity causes intense emotional pain, anger,

disbelief, fear, guilt, shame; but an affair

doesn't have to mean the end of your

relationship.

Here are some useful tips that may help you save

your relationship:

- end the affair - first of all you must end your

affair; if you choose to stay with your

girlfriend, you must end all interactions and

communications with the other

- be honest- open communication with your partner

it is very important; if she caught you in the

act and she know now that you have been

unfaithful to her, you have told her already many

lies, so now you must confess; don't deny,

because this will make things worst;

- apologize - even if you like it with the

other, show your girlfriend that you are sorry

for the pain you caused her and promise her that

you finished your affair; convince her that you

really love her and you don't wanna lose her for

a mistake

- talk to her - if she wants to know all the

details, you've better tell her even if she will

be hurt, and let her vent her hurt and anger; she

will tell how she feels more than once but you

should understand her and listen; remember that

it is your fault that she feels like that

- identify the issues - identify often points to

underlying problems in your relationship; examine

your relationship to understand what has

contributed to the affair;some people cheat

because they aren't getting their needs met

inside their relationship; if she ask you why you

did it, don't be brutal; say it the truth but in

a diplomatic way

- be accountable - if you had an affair you must

take responsibility for your actions

- give her some space - you both need a break

from the emotional stress; you'd better discuss

after she's calm down

- rebuilt trust - start with small opportunities

to grow closer together; after infidelity,

communication becomes incredibly strained; but if

you don't communicate you can never heal and

build trust again in your relationship

- determine your shared goal - make sure that you

both want to save your relationship

- set groundrules - decide both some rules for

the future in you relationship so that both feel

safe and secure

Sometimes after passing trow a situation like

this, the relationships becomes stronger than

ever before. But, if it happens that your

girlfriend doesn't want to forgive you for what

you did, and want to end the relationship, you've

better respect her decision.